Currently doing ND shift....
so long nv post liao...is lk maybe few mores mths will hit e target of 1yr not updatin...
aniwae...
findin tins ta do..
so here i am...
workin for 1yr 3mths pluz liao...
sae long not long sae short also not sure...
is not a easy job...
cuz everi1 everitin here can cuz u ta go nutz at ani min...
ur stress lvl tolerance will also soot ta max...bld will boil within u..
tinkin maybe if u meet short-temper ppl...dey mite juz be workin same line as mi:P
hahaha jkjk...
anw...
towards tis job got mix feelins...
can sae hate..can sae lk..can sae neutral...so is mix...
itsa e same towards e workin place im in now ta...
mix feelins...which is holdin mi back frm makin decisions...
which i dun noe e end decision i eventualli make will i eva regret??
is lk tym is tickin for mi...
decision 4 mi ta make is closin up...
cant drag ani longer...
dun noe wats e outcum...
will it be bad or gd?
if i decide ta stay..will i be held back by e other side?
if i decide ta leave...wat will e otehr side sae?
complicated stuff ta be tinkin at tis tymin..where ppl r indeir cozy bed slpin snorin awae..
wateva decision eventualli made by mi..will not stop mi from havin my long 1yrpluz break frm work...
which will end mid jan 2011...
There n den will be my temp farewell ta both s'pore, my family, my friens, my work, my collegue..blah n blah.. till i return in 2012:)
in another words will be HELLO new country:P hahaha
I will surely miz MY ROOM compare ta others...WAHAHAHAHA!!!
well wateva..will end here..cya


Dewa.... Mata........... Wednesday, September 01, 2010

我很好奇...真的很好奇....

如果带帽子,穿着比较中性的话, 就会被人认为搞同性恋, 性像有问题...!!!!
那么要是穿很少;很性感的话, 不就等于发骚, 没男人!!非常渴望要男人了吗??

为舍么做人想法要那么偏激, 死脑筋呢?
为舍么一定只能是以上的想法呢?

真是不明白.....

就算是担心,小心谨慎的提防提醒, 一次又一次的再三怀疑再三问起, 不觉得也有点超过了吗?!?!
又不是没穿过, ...
也曾被问过,然后解释过了啊!!..
为舍么还再问还在想还在怀疑呢?!!!!?

真是无聊透顶!!!!!


Dewa.... Mata........... Thursday, November 19, 2009

was browsing tru my prev blog post...tinkin where i stop bloggin..n omg so long liao since i last updated hahaha..shows tt how busi missi mi is...but doesnt mean now i veri eng lorz..2dae is my post ph ...so veri eng..onli 4 2dae den work n work till nxt wkend den my off>_<,, boo hoo...stress arz...tiring arz...gg collapse soon..hahaha wan my hols...haiz...tis reminds mi of my 2 hols trip b4 i started work b4 i enter tis horribli tiring stressfull no life social workin life:X

my hols~ hols~hols~i miz it man..
1st my tioman trip w my poli clicks....
oh man..miz e nature..miz e sunset..miz e laughter..miz e pool..miz e sea...miz e ppl on tt island...miz e message...miz e rm...miz e frog...miz e ang mor childrens...miz e foods...miz e bbq parti..miz e ramli burger....oh man oh man...i wan go back!!!!!!!!!!!!! but tis tym round no more injuries b4 e start of e fun....wahahahaha...now tink back is juz lk ytd..sprain my leg by fallin inta e drain thx ta tokin ta jtmt...worst is i hafnt even reach tioman:P haha but nth can stop mi playin..hence it became swollen pig leg when im back in spore...haha..e healin process is quite long..e doc prick my lrg w needle..suck my bld frm e ankle side...oh man..juz imagin e pic is gross..ya ya i didnt c how my bld came out so i dun noe how gross it is in fact..ahaha

nxt is my taiwan trip..waaaaaaa.....miz u taiwan....luv u taiwan...muax muax muax...1st dae dere was lk alien lost our wae cant find mrt statn...our hotel lks lk omg....but eventualli by e last dae we luv e hotel alot...wahaha but 5 daes dere is realli not enu reall...suggestn 4 ppl gg dere free n easi...most impt tin is ta haf money..lots of it horz...haiz..went dere spent alot alot...1st dae almost spend lk gone case...lk e tins dere r readili made meant 4 mi,...hahaha envi taiwan ppl...realli...envi envi....n most impt tin is ta haf a healthi bodi go dere...cuz deir food dere is omg delicious...went dere both sick...everidae shop shop shop cant eat much but happili eatin meds-_-''' haiz...so 2 impt tin is health n money....haha wan go back agn...miz dere so so much..w frien no parents realli gal life...gd exp..planin planin 4 nxt round...hee...but nxt round b4 gg muz ask e hotel ta gif mi double s bed n not 1 q bed...wahahahaha:P (oops...hopefulli e person is not readin>>.) hhahahahaa jk..jk....veri niz..how i wish now im dere liao hafin vacation...maybe can consider imigrate dere in future?

hahaha no lahz...staay here spore gd..taiwan is 4 hols trip ..shld make it a yrli trip..den dere wld becum 2nd hm le bahz...wahaha..ok tink ta much...

started work 3mths pluz alreadi since tt veri dae...1mth orientatn..2mths in ward...exp realli diff when u in sch uni prcp...veri tirin busi stress....n i tink im e star of e ward...no 1 wld break my record man...2mths in ward..i wrote n raise 3 ehor...cool rite:'X ...so depressin can..tose dun noe wat is ehor den too bad...type so mani liao lazi ta explain... took 5 al n 1mc....

recentli juz fell sick...tink over work bodi finalli can tahan le...went ta work tt dae pm shift...did turin w my collegue wearin mask den my nose lk tap flu keep flowin down..turn until lk veri xin ku ...by evenin tym within my mask my face hot lk siao...took temp...38.4...omg...hahaha so went ane c doc...cool sia..1st tym c doc in ane..que quite long...but veri wierd n funi ta c doc dere..excitin also till my para hr became 114..hahaha almost need ta do ecg.....scali sia...

1 dae mc given onli..haiz...hahaha no lahz. veri nxt dae i also off... so juz niz rest 4 2 daes..now recoverin process but still haf ta work...onli left w cough but tink prev e 2 daes eat ta much med liao..sweatin tons of cold sweat wierdli ...haiz ok get well soon bahz missi mi...n ta my friens hu also juz recover frm sick....gambatei...hahaha

bdae bdae juz celebrated sharon 21st bdae...deliver her 3 hotties panties via post...wahahaha...my cuzin makeup kit...hope u all lk it..once agn happi 21st bdae...nxt is my workin collegue/frien liling n my besti xuqiling siao jie...wahahaha 2oth bdae...which so qiao both bdae 2ml..waoh,...but 2ml work pm so cant celebrate...belated bahz...so sry yar gals...but here wish u all a happi happi bdae...may all ur dreams cum tru...stay happi n healthi>_-
nxt 21st gal...lili..my kaikai...hahaha wat shld i get 4 her? wat surprise lehz...cant wait man...wahahaha...

anw recent event....b4 i end...i realli cant stand my parents esp my mum askin commonsense stupid qns esp re com prob...it realli veri irritatin n get onto my nerve...with my workin state n emotion n process of recoverin frm illness..realli veri annoyin n cmi lorz..worst...dere cums my dad pms de..will sudden oink his temper on mi becuz of e stupid com prob my mum cant do it n e wae im tellin my mum ..cuz is realli frekin piz ta keep tellin n answerin stupin commonsense qns..of ccoz commonsnseli ur attitude wun be niz...lose ur freakin temper at mi also no use...im at e rite..bb no b..tis freakin hell pizz mi more....fcuk wat in world did i do wron? den i face black..still dare ask mi y i lk tis? haft sick finish mahz..u lk tis lata ur dad not happi agn...fcukin hell now is lao niang not happi..dun gif a freakin shit abt he happi anot ...fcuk...arrgh...still get onto my nerve while typin...wateva...end here den...buaiz..hmmph..


Dewa.... Mata........... Saturday, August 15, 2009

Due to beein veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veri veeeeeeeeeririiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii BUSI!!!

missi mi horz>p<

wUn Be
updatin tis bloggi....

got TYm i wld update recent events de...

lk eh ovasea trip..start work..orientation...worklife..shift work...$.....blah n blah...

so juz WAIT LaHz!!!!!!

MUAHXZZZZZ____IIIIIIIII

TA_TA


Dewa.... Mata........... Thursday, May 28, 2009

爱是快乐与否。。定义又是舍么。。您清楚吗?

人往往就爱在谜团里徘徊着。。寻找解答。。但又有多少人能得到心中那盏明灯呢?又有谁来确定那就是您所要的救生圈?

曾经听人说过。。有着是曾相识故事的人。。不胜其数。。但他们的结局都一样吗?

如果是一样,又何来是曾相识呢?那岂不是在放屁吗?

不同人的曾相识。。结局为何会不同?有想过没有。。。?

我相信这是因为每一个人的命运与未来都是掌握在自各的手里。。。决定与否都在自己的一念之间。。。不管是对是错,以后又会不会后悔,这些都已是次要了。。因为起码此时此刻我已作出了抉择,无愧于心。。。就算将来后悔,也对得起自己当初的良心, 过得也快乐踏实。。。

曾在一部爱情偶像剧里听到女主角这么地告诉男主角说:“ 爱的中间是个心字,要是那颗心被切分成好几份或者是被拿走,那就没了。。。因为一颗心是没办法被分成好几份。。。当真如此的话,那其实已不再是爱情了!!!何苦紧抓着不放?您所拥有的只不过是个没有心的爱情罢了。。。这样的结果是你要的吗?

就好比要是一方或其实两方都已没有了那颗继续相爱的心,又为何还要继续?这样的日子。。。何苦呢?

请问你不累吗?不痛苦吗?不辛苦吗?开心吗?又自在了吗?

还不如大家都洒脱一点。。这样对彼此都好。。至少你我都会快乐些,坦然些吧。。。

也起码还是朋友不是吗?

真的。。要是能让大家都早点解开心里的结,过得比现在更加幸福快乐的话,就算立刻要變成千古罪人。。。也愿意。。。先放手。。。还你自由,也还我自在。。。或许是时候该从这虚实之梦醒来了吧!

hahaha...so long nv use chi write compo liao...lk got e feel of gg back ta sec...tink im realli a genius...my writin skills is so gd...flyin up liao...shld try agn nxt tym...feel not bad...but abit troubo in typin...hand written wld be betta but now modern...21st centuri ppl uses com ta input...so muz upgrade upgrade:P hahahaha bullshittin man mi...well wateva...enjoy my chi compo...duo duo zhi jiao...wahahahaha>_-


Dewa.... Mata........... Friday, April 17, 2009

hahaha im back agn...came back frm tioman...long stori...fell down twisted my ankle...haha now 1/2 healed at least no need ta bao leg liao...but still need go back c sensei ta poke needle n extract bld n h2o frm ankle site...fluid retentn..hope it gets betta soon...

anw 2dae 11 april 2009 is JASON TAN MENG THONG 21st BDAe....woohoo
o....happy bdae gal...oops...haha boi i mean...celebrated his 1st advance bdae in tioman...gaf him a surprise prank bdAE PArty..a success...so decided ta cont on surprise prank actual bdae party part 2 in spore...started plannin since last wk...count yrself yar...dated all 6+1 ppl out except e +1...ta plan up... eventualli part 2 was a FAILURE!!!!! tho e process was fun....YYYYYYY?

cuz....JTMT didnt OPEN his freakin MAILBOX!!!!!!!


so no surprise party 2dae...wasted t
ym ta cck...we rushed out e last present in suntec 2dae...cant find him e puma jkt nor addidas nor nike n so on jkt cuz is all ugli...shop frm marina ta suntec all sports shop w jkt...but ta bad so sad...dun haf at all...so resorted in buyin a crocodile polo strip tshirt...not bad...fresh lk 4 him...e other present was fossil watch pluz a 21st bdae boi cert card...pluz foc steamboat buffet...pluz cake..no pic 4 e present....ta bad...

so after buyin his last presi, we went cck...den didnt realli went well...cuz NO su
rprise parti ..was gone; unsuccessful...thx ta sum1 hu didnt show up instead went malaysia juz 4 mac..hahaha:P so sat at mos grab sum snack n started chit chattin spendin tym ta e exact tymin we bluff ta meet in evenin...<<..thx 4 认同感 of e stupid莫名其妙...Luv u guys alot..muahx muahx>> an evidence ta show we were in cck..
den when we enter train statn den jtmt call ta meet us...cuz he is back frm malaysia..-_-lll gab sick so didnt cum..st da jie ovasea so not ard..linn join us lata part...so we decided ta call on jtmt frien>> mun jee ova....haha niz meetin u..thx 4 cumin...>_-<< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi_qFordc6wfDeYXzueeIfpOKYdvxoC-pXPj6YeLOqcrU8mnaY_RCrXUvnwY7ZfChdIYspucAL8x8eBhkN7i_UwlyOj1Fj9RXHgJocru02fEr7edMQy3VM1wb89iacM-rGbJdXX/s1600-h/DSC02203.JPG">
nxt tin y it didnt went well todae is tt while kl dey all collectin cake...dey told dem we didnt left ani wordins ta be put on e choco banana...which is lk bullshit lorz...didnt do jiu sae didnt do..lost it jiu sae lost it...so much crappi 4 wat...so haiz eventualli no wordin...last min added words which is damn frakin ugli...pic ta show -->



well started eatin steamboat..n so e stories go on..now post sum pics we took n e full hse photo which i edited w e faces of tose hu didnt turn up as well...hahaha...im a genius:P














hahaha oh man my skills in puttin pic is kns...no slite improvement at all...well hu cares nvm...can c jiu hao...mai hiam is buai pai eh..hahaha...lastli e most impt tin of tis blog ...jtmt bdae video..spore n tioman version...c alreadi compare c which 1 beta..hahaha..qualiti not veri gd so well..happi jiu c..not happi dun c...hahaha...
2dae at steam boat...(mite not be able ta c a tin but listen ta sound jiu hao:P)



31/3/09-1/4/09 @ tioman (same tin...)



nxt post...wait lahz!!!!


Dewa.... Mata........... Sunday, April 12, 2009

Hahaha i cope tis frm st's blog...a quiz abt own personality n all...tried it n find it quite true..6040 bahz..hahaha....tose hu wan test can go st blog cope...hahaha lk wat i did:P

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You value your friendships: 55%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friend.

What others see from your style

You wear whatever you please, you are probably confident, stubborn, strong-minded and independent. Deep down, however, you think that you are being excluded from society. You wish you belonged, but as you don't, you're going to follow your own rules.

What your nightclothes reveal

You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.

What others see from your ties

You enjoy being alone. You like to life the simple but good life, and you cherish your freedom. You are thoughtful, confident and uninterested in glamour.

What others see from your belts

If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.

What others see from your shoes

You are a person who loves simplicity and is sincere and open. You are pleasant to be with, easygoing and always in a good mood. You neither want to control nor be under someone else's control. You don't care much about how you look, and know that it's what's inside someone's heart that's important.

What others see from your earrings

You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.

The last analysis

You are probably a clever and adventurous person. You love to learn new things, and enjoy socializing with friends. Although you enjoy your freedom, you cherish peacefulness and like to spend time alone with your thoughts.


Dewa.... Mata........... Friday, March 06, 2009